Sunday, August 21, 2005

Fantasia

I have interacted with this guy, Jay, for about 5 years. He has been trying to get with me all this time. I didn't know the extent of his feelings for me but over the last 2 years he's been more expressive about his desires, his fantasies, his need for me. I have made it clear to him so many times that I'm in a committed relationship and am not prepared to throw that away. I love my man. He's willing to accept that. He'll be "The Other Guy" and I said I will not have that.

He called me the other night telling me what he wanted to do to my body. He loved the way my breasts bounced when I walked with the confidence of a champion, especially when my nipples were hard and visible through whatever blouse I was wearing. He liked watching me walk away so that he could see my hips rock from side to side with my round plump ass smack in the middle. He can just imagine giving it to me doggy style, slapping my ass, spreading them wide to plunge his cock all the way up inside me. He wants me, he fantasizes about me. He can't take it anymore. He won't speak to me again because it makes him ache all over and in his heart to know that he wants me, wants to give me everything, be everything and I wn't give him a chance. He asked me to tell my man that he respects him and that he is lucky to have a woman like me. He hopes he appreciates that.

I wonder ... what would it really be like to be with Jay?

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