I get so lonely sometimes. I don't have many friends. Have been hurt too many times, stabbed in the back 3 times too many. Why is it so difficult to be yourself with others? Why can't people just accept you for who you are without judging you, trying to make you over, trying to change you. It just pisses me off.
I am a very nice person and because of that I get taken advantage of so many times and people think nothing of it because I'm also a very strong person.
I should really start posting on this blog more often. I have so much to say and had so many experiences that I would like to share. I think I'm a bit afraid to put m yself out there, my beliefs, my views, my excapades, my sexual encounters, me. All of Me. What do I have to lose? I have anonymity on my side. But a part of me would love for everyone to know the real me.
It is so lonely and I just don't know what to do anymore. What do I do??????
WHO AM I?
- CrazySexyCool
- Portmore, St. Catherine, Jamaica
- PASSIONATE, INSATIABLE, LOYAL I'm a 23 Year old female who loved the adventure of sexual escapades before being hurt by one man too many. New friendships have shown me that there is still good in the world and I'd like to be a bit more positive in my life. I'm flipping the script now. Enjoy the ride!
2 comments:
I really understand what you are saying. I was like you once. I guess I changed because I realised that good friends are out there. You just have to get hurt along the way of finding them. Learn to express yourself, just do it to the right people and not people you think will manipulate you.
Well I'm not an anonymous blogger, but the price I pay is that I gotta watch everything I say.
I too sometimes feel lonely in the sense that I feel that there are few people out there who can relate to me.
To find these few people I have to open myself to getting hurt. As painful and wicked as some people can be, I find the alternative of closing myself off to the world and abandoning social interaction to be even more scary.
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