Sunday, January 08, 2006
Depression
I'm so fucking depressed. I'm feeling overwhelmed with loneliness. Is it right for someone as sweet as me to feel this way? Why am I always hurt over and over again? Because I fucking allow people to take advantage of my feelings all the fucking time. It is depressing. I wish there was someone that I could talk to but everyone that I have ever trusted or opened up myself to has stabbed me in the back so deep that the pain is never forgotten. And so the decision is mine to put up the likes of a Berlin Wall to keep out intruders who will hurt me if they get a chance. I'm sick and tired of feeling like this. I might as well just die. Who would miss me? Absolutely no one.
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I know that feeling all too well. I feel that way nearly everyday. I think the majority of people become depressed one way or another. Studies show depression is increasing in people as the years go by. Life sucks for real man.
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