Memories

Today I was remembering a very exhilirating experience that started to happen to me when I was about 14 years old. I learnt at a very early age about my sexuality. Background: I was sexually molested at a young age by a family member, was hurt about it, felt violated about it and not sure what to do about it. It was shortly after this awful experience that I started to masturbate. Giving myself pleasure was the only thing on my mind. Every chance I got to be alone would find me touching myself over and over again, trying to find that one spot that made me feel "good".

When I was 16, I formally met a guy, we'll call him Bret, through some friends of my family. I had seen him around in my neighbourhood but we never spoke before. Bret was younger than I was. Maybe 13 or so. I always noticed him looking at me. I knew I was quite sexy but thought it presumptious of this "little boy" to be looking at me. Well, one day, Bret and I were alone at our friend's house. He said he was bored and wanted something to do and I was horny as hell.

Me: "Have you ever touched a woman?"
B: "No"
Me: "Come here"

He didn't resist. He came to sit in the couch with me and I told him to touch my breasts. He was very clumsy as this was his first experience with a woman. He wasn't doing it quite right so I had to direct him, tell him what to do, where to touch, how hard, how fast, where to squeeze and so on. I must say that he was a fast learner. After this lesson, I proceeded to teach him how to use his mouth. It was almost like all of this just came naturally to him because by the time we were through on that day, he was feeling and touching my breasts better than some of the men that had gotten the chance to do so before him.

What excited me even more was how interested Bret was in learning. After that day, he would constantly call me to ask me when was his next lesson. And so began the student-teacher relationship between us. In addition, he had now developed this passion for porn "blue movies" and also became an avid watcher of those. He even shared a few of them with me whenever we had the house to ourselves.

You can only imagine my shock when a couple of weeks after, Bret called to say that he wants to know how to go down on a woman.